Hope and Action

Though our time frame and scale were limited, my group’s action project gave me insight into the process of collective deliberation and action and it inspired me to dream of a healthier world. The challenge of coordinating our schedules to meet outside of class and the extra time it took to create plans for a project which we were all excited about, rather than making decisions autonomously, gave me a small taste of what it would be like to organize action in a larger group. Though consensus-seeking and cooperation are fulfilling, I have a better understanding now of why it is so challenging to organize people around issues like sustainability and climate justice. Still, this did not dash my hopes for a movement towards a society with less environmental impact. In fact, my group’s action project combined with readings like Active Hope made me want to adopt a more optimistic and grateful attitude. Like the authors of Active Hope, I believe that this type of mindset will help us find peace in the face of our mortality; and following the tenets of terror management theory and the arguments Oelschlager presents in “History, Ecology, and the Denial of Death,” this peace would help us lessen our environmental impact (as we would not feel so compelled to dominate the Earth) and to be more open-minded towards people with different belief systems, making our interpersonal relationships healthier.

I leave our course content and my group’s action project with the takeaway that rekindling community relationships will be an important factor in our ability to respond effectively to the ecological destruction we are causing. In a less individualistic society, people will feel more secure and grateful, and they will feel more responsible for people other than themselves. This will motivate people to change their individual behaviors to be more sustainable. Also, scaling down our industries and supply chains, giving greater support to local small operations, would reduce emissions. It would also reduce consumption and cultivate a more circular economy overall because people would be more careful with their resources if they were in close proximity to both the “inputs” (plants, animals, etc) consumed and the waste generated by their consumption.

Though our generation may be less religious, terror management still influences our choices. We can turn that into positive action. Let’s take advantage of this peak of systemic unsustainability to make a change.

It was hard to choose a photo that represented everything I talked about here, but I settled on this image of a piece of a sustainable city. I love the idea of community gardens for several reasons–to scale down the food supply chain, to provide a space for community interactions (and just a place to be in public for free), and to bring us nearer to the cycle of life and death.

Utopian societies and symbolic immortality

The Worm at the Core discusses symbolic immortality as an aspect of terror management. When confronted with the knowledge that they will one day dies, one of the methods individuals use to mitigate the resultant terror is to attempt to either construct something they consider part of their identity which will outlive them or integrate themselves into a larger system and to integrate this system into their identity.

If one were to examine the actions of Otto von Bismarck, his actions in pursuit of establishing a unified German nation could be viewed as a form of symbolic immortality pursued resultant of his interpretation of Russia as an existential threat to the German states, and thereby part of his identity. In this sense, Bismarck wanted Germany, as a nation and a culture, to outlive him.

With this understanding of symbolic immortality, it is easy to interpret the Utopian Futures project as strongly related to symbolic immortality. Within the construction of a society unhindered by economic, moral, strategic, and military issues/interests, the components of that society emphasized withing the group are likely the aspects of society we would seek to utilize as a symbolic immortality project. Whether by establishing a more efficient and efficacious method of enforcing social norms or establishing equitable access to resources, these are aspects of society which, though they may not be considered possible to implement, are aspects of our individual utopianism we would see outlive us.

Given the limited time available for the action project presentations, it was not feasible to include more than a handful of the elements we consider essential to a utopia. Whether selected because we viewed them as the most important, whether personally or to our imagined society, or the most feasible, re-examination of our choices is doubtless to lead to introspective analysis of what we consider important and how we determine this worth. What, for instance, does it reveal about us if we choose to present a normative shift away from the use of relative gains as a metric of benefit instead of addressing a source of inequality such as the protectionism within trade, which, unaddressed, may continue to affect our imagined society?

Otto von Bismarck-Schönhausen after his resignation in 1890

Systems Theory and Crafting a Utopian Society

The Upside of Down mentions the current trend towards isolated study when it comes to formulating solutions for improving our global conditions. However, the damage created by humans was created collectively. Individuals, corporations, and irresponsible waste across industries, all contributed to the current global warming crisis and vast inequality. However, a solution to this collective issue will not effectively come out of individuals working in their respective disciplines. It is essential to formulate an ecosystem that promotes an interdisciplinary approach with collaboration across fields and sectors. 

I was able to realize this through the Utopian action project. We were only able to fully execute our vision for a more optimistic future by collaborating with each other in a supportive environment. Everyone in our group came from different backgrounds, ethnicities, majors, etc., and were all able to provide our unique insight into creating our own utopian society. This aligns well with the systems theory discussed in the first weeks of class. Donella Meadows claims that “systems often lack sufficient information flows”. This lack of information may be one of the fundamental pain points of our current system. Information gaps can be easily addressed through open communication and the synthesis of ideologies.

 We can only fix our current societal system by working internally instead of looking to external solutions. Humans often deny their dependence and integration with nature. Oelschlager claims that our model “denies the connection between human beings and the natural world”. This is an extremely pertinent source of further issues that complicate our system. We attempt to look at technological shifts that depend on external solutions which only sets off more feedback loops. We must look even deeper and more internally on both an individual and societal level. I believe that contemplative practices and a strong welfare state may help fuel us in the right direction. 

The Benefits of a Walk in the Park (While the World Ends)

As humans, we have created remarkable things while simultaneously manufacturing horrors that scar the land itself. Oceans and mountains of garbage will long outlive us. To combat the plastics that plague us, we must feel the connections between us and Earth and each other. Especially, in today’s world, with pandemics and polarization pulling us apart, we must hold on to our humanity.

My group’s action project dealt with the practical and political part of the plastics problem. Working with WashPIRG, we had a petition for people to sign, but my action project group decided that we wanted to get a little more hands-on with our work. To engage our community, we organized two plastics clean-ups around campus, taking paper bags and gloves to the streets for a couple hours at a time to pick up the plastics and other litter we found. By also including people outside of our class on these clean-ups, we were able to introduce the idea of contemplative practices and mindfulness to those who had not previously done it with a leader in a quiet classroom. Trading the hum of the air conditioning system for the breeze and glimpses into strangers’ conversations as we walked by, we reflected on our intentions for the clean-up that day.

Through my reflections, I thought about how in a pandemic, our collective fear has certainly been heightened – this is the largest and most communal death experience I have lived through. Though I have been beyond fortunate not to experience anyone very close to me passing away from Covid-19, the constant news of climbing death tolls has certainly been a weight on my mind. When confronted with the fear of death, people tend to become more insular, more tribal, and more isolated – and I felt those urges as the pandemic polarized public health. But our in-person meetings and connections have encouraged me to reach out more and soften my boundaries, accepting others’ limits and being more open with mine. The only way forwards is together, and my action project has shown me that it is possible to make progress when we connect with each other. Though the fear of disease and death remains a background noise to my daily life, neighborhood walks with bags of trash and sunshine help hold it at bay.

My action project group on one of our clean-ups!

Inner Work: the Key to Battling Capitalistic Values and Assuming Shared Responsibility

Throughout this course, I have done more unlearning than learning, trying to address my own misconceptions about society and our views on mortality. Most of these misconceptions arose from a misunderstanding of the importance of death as well as an ignorance of capitalism’s true impacts. I came to this realization when we started discussing terror management theory (TMT). I found that my fear of death was buffered by attempts to be “successful,” as deemed by our capitalistic society, and I wanted to see if my peers coped similarly. 

To determine what kinds of TMT are most prevalent, we surveyed 25 participants, asking them 7 questions that prompted thought about their mortality as well as their connection to the world system. From these interviews, we gathered that our peers were avoidant of death, saying they did not fear it, but preferred not thinking about death. Some identified self-esteem related forms of TMT, including having offspring or finding value in success and fame. Additionally, almost all participants were unable to draw the connection between their mortality and their impact on the environment. These results show that the denial of death is prevalent in our society, and that not considering death can inhibit potential climate action. 

The denial of death and self-esteem forms of TMT are both the product of living in a capitalistic society. We are constantly bombarded with the capitalistic values of individualism and consumerism, which each influence how we value our own lives, and eventual mortality. Capitalism forces us into an individual mindset, convincing us that we are “existing above or beyond biophysical process,” (Oelschlaeger). This allows humans to deny death, and live a life free of accountability to the world system. This is the root of climate change and cause of the creation of the Anthropocene. Humans have exploited the world for decades, searching for individual worth, while also destroying their own system. 

In order to acknowledge death and shift how most of society manages their terror, inner work should be encouraged. Participating in contemplative practices gives people the opportunity to understand the connectivity of the world and assume responsibility for their impact. Encouraging inner work among activists could begin a grassroots movement to mitigate climate change, with a focus on shared responsibility. I believe in the power of the people, and think that inner work among a few may instigate systemic change within our federal systems.

We are a part of nature, and nature is a part of us. This symbiotic relationship needs to be preserved through shared responsibility
Source: https://sites.tufts.edu/alexagaluppo/2018/10/06/nature-builds-far-better-than-we-do/

WORKS CITED

Oelschlaeger, Max. “History, Ecology, and the Denial of Death: A Re-Reading of Conservation, Sexual Personae, and the Good Society.” Journal of Social Philosophy, vol. 24, no. 3, 1993, pp. 19–39., https://doi.org/10.1111/j.1467-9833.1993.tb00522.x. 

 

Contemplative Practice ; A Deeper Thinking

These contemplative practices we have been engaging in this quarter has increased my self-awareness. I have mostly become more aware of my body positions throughout these and, will perform tasks such as unclenching my jaw or fixing my posture. The connection of the poems to what we discussed that day also bring a deeper connection and I feel like it opens my mind to analyze these readings. I see these practices as tethering course materials with my own life in these moments of deeper thinking. This quarter has been a particular rough one with a lot of health complications that have really borne a weight on my performance. My life, like everyone else’s is chaotic and busy so the few moments of thought in these contemplative practices have opened this opportunity for breath and reflection. Which in my experience has led me to refocus on this class content with an open mind not so full of distractions. The material we have read in this class is heavy and I have experienced these practices helps develop capacity and increase mindfulness for these types of discussions.

One reading particularly that stood out to me and I seemed to reflect during contemplative practices was  Is a Fear of Death at the Heart of Capitalism? – Ernest Becker Foundation. Going back to that TMT that we learned about in The Worm at The Core, this reading examines how capitalism could be at the heart of our fears of death. This idea that being reminded of death increases our part in contributing to our capitalist society helped me see my part. When reflecting on the way my personal fear of death plays a part in contributing to those in power and big corporations the practices this reading helped me connect my personal behaviors with it. I connect my own purchase behaviors, jobs, and activities that I perform to this idea and see that the reasoning behind why I work or why I shop immensely is to cope or pass time with the fear of death in my subconscious.

On the ecology level, my impact on the earth and a lot of the readings in class have intertwined with the contemplative practices around this subject. The article Häagen-Dazs and Tide are turning to reusable packaging to fight plastic waste – Vox, gave me hope as well as a increasing awareness of the plastic products I use. The state our world is in, is extremely alarming to me and hearing about progress and companies that contribute to this becoming more sustainable, pushes me to increase sustainability in my life. I am persistently pondering how to change my actions to make as little impact on the earth with each new information I learn, and these thoughts have emerged extensively throughout these contemplative practices.

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Source: Deep thinking man – Zodiac Fire

In defense of old people

Gosh, I was piqued by some of the discussion toward the end of class that intimated that other professors teach that elderly people are a drag on the economy.

So, while dinner is cooking I want to expound a little.

The elderly are not freeloaders. Most working people in our economy contribute to their retirement with every paycheck via a social security account. For those lucky enough to be earning a pension, additional amounts from their pay are contributed to a retirement account. These are not bonuses, but are deferred wages. So, when people receive their modest social security or pensions, they are receiving back money they earned. (For clarity, the only people who get money they are not earning are the very wealthy who take it from people who are working. And also undocumented workers pay into social security and other funds with no hope of ever collecting.)

Elderly people without sufficient income are still working for pay and healthcare into their 70s – you see them every day as grocery baggers, department store greeters, retail clerks…

The elderly are not idle. It was a funny truism that when a member of my senior exercise class would be wondrously happy at the prospect of being a grandparent, we others knew that we were seeing the last of them. Because as soon as the baby was born, boom!, our friend would disappear to be enmeshed in fulltime baby care.

But we don’t all do child care. A quick survey of what people like me are doing yields volunteer hours at food banks, animal shelters, gardens, teacher’s aides, hospital and hospice assistants, crossing guards, in-home healthcare givers, tax advisors. Many of us are in the streets and legislative meetings demanding graduated taxes, decent schools and healthcare and police accountability and an end to wars. We work hard to keep and extend the public services we know young and not-so-young people will continue to need.

Our society depends on the unpaid work of elderly just as it requires the unpaid work of women in the home.

One time I went with a group of retirees to talk with then-Boeing CEO Phil Condit. We were seeking cost-of-living increases for pensions. (Without that, the value of a pension decreases every year.) He had the temerity to tell us that our pensions were a drag on Boeing’s ability to compete with Airbus because European workers got old-age pensions from the state, rather than a company. He demurred about demanding such as system here.  And he got an irate earful about all the wealth former workers had created for the company.

Uhoh, I smell peppers burning so I need to close, but I think you get my drift.

Musical portals to contemplation

People’s bodies respond to music very early in our development, even as fetuses. And also very late in life – folks in the depths of Alzheimer’s Disease will respond to familiar music.

Certain pieces and genres of music are very helpful when I wish to wind down and practice contemplation.

And I’m not the only one in our class!! Thank you so much for sharing your precious recordings. I’ve listened to all of them and urge others to do so, too. Each is a portal to slowing down, taking a breath and getting inside oneself.

Here they are. Enjoy:

Annabel – Else You
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KGQdkxFbG2o

Hannah – Public Service Broadcasting Race for Space, first song

Karen – Hang Drum music for dancing

Lindsay – Dead & Company Eyes of the World

Luka – Beach House  PPP
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NFhJRTdmviA

Mahika – Elliot Smith Between the bars and
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=74j0Hs9OkOo and
Adrianne Lenker Indiana

Nanditha – Glass Animals Gooey

Parker – Gustav Holst St Paul’s Suite
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pRRtmrjWsPE

Rhiannon – Beach House Space Song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RBtlPT23PTM

Zack – Phish Ruby Waves
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TI6xUJ4fmDk

Lillian – Poem by Mary Oliver Geese
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1IiylWR2orE

Henry – (I’ve had time to think of a few)
J.S. Bach – English Suite
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xS0lss7ogNI&t=722ss

Kishori Amonkar – Raag Bhoop
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WfKpt-_kLdA
        Erik Satie Gnossiennes #1 for cello

Thelonius Monk Blue Monk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_40V2lcxM7k
Gamelan from Indonesia Mojang Priangan

 

A Different Method to Practice Introspection

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As someone who has always found contemplative practice to be something that doesn’t suit me, I still have yet to really take anything beneficial away from them.  I have always been an introspective person who does my deepest thinking when listening to music, hiking, or cooking so trying to force myself to be meditate generally has the opposite effect and I end up feeling less introspective and self-aware.

Due to this it is challenging to connect course content to what I am getting from the contemplative practice since I really don’t feel there is a huge benefit for me personally.  I think this is just because I’m a generally impatient person who needs a lot of stimuli to think clearly and contemplate the deeper meaning of things.  While all live music experiences give me the room to be more introspective, there is nothing that matches when I am seeing Phish.  The way they create space and improvise for long periods makes getting into a meditative state easy for me.  Even during really intense or funky jams everything slows down and I can feel every second while freely associating and working through challenging topics.

What has been occurring to me throughout the quarter is how many of their songs are about death which is why it is so relevant.  The lyrics in their songs that deal with death are all whimsical to the point of being cheesy about something people consider to be a dark subject.  Reading the chapter in Pollan’s “How To Change Your Mind” entitled Trip Treatment explaining how they used psychedelics to assist people who were dying of cancer with managing the anxiety and stress of their impending death really drove it home for me.  The idea of escaping from the ‘prison of self’ and egolessness really makes me think of the lyrics to ‘Ruby Waves.’

While I know a lot of people have a challenging time connecting with their music it has helped me immensely and always helps me ground myself so if you keep an open mind, listen to the lyrics and have an extra 30 minutes you can try and work through different ways of dealing with the probability of civilization irreversibly changing in the near future due to climate collapse and over consumption.

CONTEMPLATIVE PRACTICE

I never really thought of contemplative practices before I signed up for this class. I have never done it before. But here I am, learning new things even if it’s out of my comfort zone. My life before this class was fast-paced. Even with covid hits, my life was fast-paced, and I never really took the time to use contemplative practices to clear my mind or have a different perspective. Being a first-generation kind made me not slow down in my life to think because I am always expected to get a degree, a job, and a family. I could never stop and think about my feelings or my reflection on life, which affects my mental health. I kept moving on and ignored those thoughts until I took this class. This class made me more aware of my inner work and got to know my inner work. The practices every morning during class time, when we close our eyes and the professor would give us the prompts to think about. I appreciate how I can breathe and think about what’s around me.

 

One practice that resonates with me is the one contemplative practice about the first time I did it in class. I am translucent on the contemplative practice’s subject, but I remember Death and what the matter of Death means to me. The way I experimented with my thoughts on Death as a personal subject was a gateway for me to understand the Anthropocene in this class and how Death should not be a taboo subject. It’s a part of life. The class and the practices made me realize that Death is part of our cycle. It shouldn’t be taboo or to avoid it. My family always talks about immorality projects, or they seem to want a legacy of wealth and prosperity. Our lives are so in tune within the system that we can never stop thinking and realizing our faults as people and our environment on this planet. I believe that’s why many people within my situation and my social status are struggling with it so that they could never stop and think. They keep surviving until Death or the end of the world hits them. To conclude, those contemplative practices do help see what’s ahead of you.